Friday, April 4, 2014

METZORAH, PURIFICATION, SPRING CLEANING, PESACH By Evelyn Hayes, April 3, 2014

METZORAH,  PURIFICATION,  SPRING CLEANING,  PESACH
                                                                           By Evelyn Hayes,
                                                                           April 3, 2014
There is rebirth in the air,
Messy afterbirths are everywhere.
Every time we sweep more dried blossoms fall,
more shrivelilngs of the birthshell sprinkle the Jerusalem floors

How much debris from rebirth?
How much waste to purify the earth?
A metzora is outside the gate
Cleaning up his fate without talking it to sway..

Alone with his introspection
Reflection on rejections
The deficiency is isolated, not pardoned with affirmations of disinformations
To be reinstated from the core not the infiltrations of saying for delaying. .

Return is back into the borders
Taking orders of all the Cohanim for just himself
A punishment for selfishness, stinginess and excuses
By gossiping on the ruses.

Return with sin offerings, guilt offerings,
Swinging birds and turtle doves, lambs for lament;
Immersions into mikveh
Scrubbbing out the chometz, the mold, the should not be told.

A service before Hashem not them
Who pose as friends so he could be an over-seen
An offering for a healing away from the mingling, mangled ,
the wheeling and dealing under cloak of  screen.

There is rectification for the metsora, the house, the walls, the halls, all
There is a spring to cleaning, shaving hair and waving…
Purifying middle part of ear, thumb of right hand, toe of right foot.
The simanim, the secret of seven and Marchesvan 11.

Is the cleaning sufficient to fix his ways
The exile for seven days
And the dancing with Gd on the eighth
What does the crimson string have to do with it?

There is an exodus this time of year
Washing, wiping, stripping
All the chometz over soaked and dripping
There is more daylight in spring, Without darkness they don’t dare.

 There is freedom this time of year, primavera
Having isolated the germ-in-us
 Terminated chummery and calumny
Reviving the hibernated, the pure core.

So bright are the days of exodus
When the introspect is free of me-ists and their lusts
When the introspect is sanctified against malignancy
When the world knows His regency. Him, not them 


Thursday, February 27, 2014

I PRETENDED I DID NOT SEE
By Evelyn Hayes,
Author of the Plague Series because their hearts were softened to accept the unacceptable.
© February 24, 2014

I pretended I did not see.
I pretended I did not hear.
I pretended I did not know.
 I pretended I wasn’t there.
I pretended I was not we.

And I saw the bullying, the slandering, the intimidating, the vicious thuggery-
So smug and cruel
Against the rules.

I pretended it wasn’t so bad.
I pretended there was some glad.
I pretended they were right.
I pretended majority means truth -so what if they are uncouth!

And I saw the ruthlessness, the abusiveness, the comradery against their ridiculed.
Shame, I wasn’t a fool:
There was a duel against righteousness.

I pretended as their brazenness got more evil, inconceivable, more provocative, more distasteful, less lawful.

I pretended I was not responsible.
I pretended I was not irresponsible.
I pretended I was innocent Just a bystander
And I saw the sadness from their madness
And I saw the tears from the jeering, jabbing, jabbering, damaging demented actions.
And I saw no smiles nor gladness, just stress and strain, loneliness, loss,
 from such cruelty without restraint.
And when  I thought, “So Shameful” It was too late.

The pain had been too great.
It was too late.
Because of the meanness of those ravaging against correctness,
a royalty for such a comradery created  such dejectedness

And I reflected: I could have interfered
And there would have been another fate
A better act than hate.
But I had failed to react
And I cried, tried to hide that I could have done something.
I could have been a righteous friend
And not let there be such an end to innocence, uniqueness, blessedness, dreams so grand. 
I could have stopped the recklessness, the offensive. Oppressive. Massiveness, divisiveness of a misguided majority 
riding on the power of disempowerment for an unheavenly stake.

If only I had done what I could, what I should have done
Against what I saw, heard, witnessed, knew…
I pretended and now I know I am guilty too.
I would have made a difference if not pretending indifference.

I pretended, but I was aware
And I cared but did nothing
And the victim is now nothing, is no more. Is no more.
I failed the test of reaction, action.
I did not give support. I did not retort. I did not report the crime.
I did not fight for right.
I did not make an alliance against noncompliance, violence, wrong.
I failed the test.

Will I be next? 



Monday, February 24, 2014

I PRETENDED I DID NOT SEE

I PRETENDED I DID NOT SEE
By Evelyn Hayes,
Author of the Plague Series because their hearts were softened to accept the unacceptable.
© February 24, 2014
I PRETENDED I DID NOT SEE
By Evelyn Hayes,
Author of the Plague Series because their hearts were softened to accept the unacceptable.
© February 24, 2014

I pretended I did not see.
I pretended I did not hear.
I pretended I did not know.
 I pretended I wasn’t there.
I pretended I was not we.

And I saw the bullying, the slandering, the intimidating, the vicious thuggery-
So smug and cruel
Against the rules.

I pretended it wasn’t so bad.
I pretended there was some glad.
I pretended they were right.
I pretended majority means truth -so what if they are uncouth!

And I saw the ruthlessness, the abusiveness, the comradery against their ridiculed, boycotted, spurned.
Shame, I wasn’t a fool:
There was a duel against righteousness.

I pretended as their brazenness got more evil, inconceivable, more provocative, more distasteful, less lawful.

I pretended I was not responsible.
I pretended I was not irresponsible.
I pretended I was innocent Just a bystander
And I saw the sadness from their madness
And I saw the tears from the jeering, jabbing, jabbering, damaging demented actions.
And I saw no smiles nor gladness, just stress and strain, loneliness, loss,
 from such cruelty without restraint.
And when  I thought, “So Shameful” It was too late.

The pain had been too great.
It was too late.
Because of the meanness of those ravaging against correctness,
a royalty for such a comradery created  such dejectedness

And I reflected: I could have interfered
And there would have been another fate
A better act than hate.
But I had failed to react
And I cried, tried to hide that I could have done something.
I could have been a righteous friend
And not let there be such an end to innocence, uniqueness, blessedness, dreams so grand. 
I could have stopped the recklessness, the offensive. Oppressive. Massiveness, divisiveness of a misguided majority 
riding on the power of disempowerment for an unheavenly stake.

If only I had done what I could, what I should have done
Against what I saw, heard, witnessed, knew…
I pretended and now I know I am guilty too.
I would have made a difference if not pretending indifference.

I pretended, but I was aware
And I cared but did nothing
And the victim is now nothing, is no more. Is no more.
I failed the test of reaction, action.
I did not give support. I did not retort. I did not report the crime.
I did not fight for right.
I did not make an alliance against noncompliance, violence, wrong.
I failed the test.

Will I be next? 


Wednesday, February 20, 2013

From Concept to Conception By Evelyn Hayes (c) February 19, 2013




From Concept to Conception
By Evelyn Hayes
(c) February 19, 2013

A disunity among disunities
Chaos without clarity
Clashing, trashing, crashing, mashing
Mind and Matter
Bits and Pieces
Finds and Refinements
Worries and Discoverings

A flood of happenings fertilizing a wasteland;
Meaning from meaninglessness
Learning from the bitter taste of hostility and haste
Building from the disability of dis-enablement

A blossom from wretchedness
And a desire to pass the test
Of making the detestable acceptable
In another form,
A pleasant form
A fertile form
A weeding form using seeds and sense
To defend the defiled

A protrusion from erosion, corruption and corrosion
A rectification by right of wrong
Barrenness cracked open
Hacked and hoed, birthing and growing
Blossoming into a beginning
Ending all the endings
Fixing broken hearts and sad souls
From dead ends

To turning the bend
And extending lost starts,
Over tossed,
Failing all of us
The ailing caused by take and unmake

A conception, rebirth, un-skinning the schemers
Replacing schemes with dreams,
the ancient dreams that did not die
though killed, unfulfilled,
stilled
only to be reborn
by the stubbornness of trying again
because Hashem’s way is the winning way for life’s sake.
L’chaim

From Concept to Conception
For Eternity
Internalized
Risen and rising
Raising all the impossibilities to the possible
Because the heavens and earth
Mind and body
Mental and physical
Are a unification for unity
With purity and perfection for all
Forevermore
According to the directions of The Director,
His theme and us, His team
Harvesting His concepts into His conception
Generating Genesis.

Tuesday, September 6, 2011

Turning Darkness into His Light - Tehillim Therapy #57© July 4, 2011

(c) July 4, 2011

I plea to be spared more distress

as those who steal

have no shame to lie

as the magnitude of the pain they cause is not comprehended

and the damages are ignored

the twisting of my days

the destroying of my nights

all for their personal gain, no matter the crime,

because of their assumed status, their costume.


Favor me, O L-rd.

Eradicate evil and all its pain.

Replace it with good

in the merit of those who serve You not for themselves

but for the betterment of Klal Yisrael

for truth

seeking justice and peace

with kindness and love.


Comfort me who suffers and only believes in Your ways of Derech Eretz

as lived by the Matriarchs and Patriarchs,

our role models,

for the good of the world You created and saw it was good.


Have mercy, O L-rd.

Disconnect me from the horrors of evil men

who only believe in themselves

choosing untruths above your basic laws

no matter who they harm.

Their tongues are so crooked , a shell for their crimes.

Protect me from their victimizations and the silence of the masses

who do not risk getting involved

thus compounding the crime,

thus bowing to please the unjust.


My soul and heart seek the comfort of Mother Rachel

to whom You promised her tears to be rewarded.

Too long, I am suffocating by the abuse of the crooked,

the lack of involvement and appeasement of the masses.

I am crying sleepless in the night, blurry eyed in the dawn,

tired during the day, a victim of the takers and their untruths,

the time it takes to rectify, losing my youth, my health and pleasant innocence.

but my heart is steadfast and believes in Your kindness,

and that truth will prevail;

Let it be soon.


Let my enemies be eradicated, ensnared in their own traps.

Let my anguish be replaced with the rest of my years

in the embrace of the good You created and blessed,

harvesting for Your will that will bring Your people back to Gan Eden



Thursday, April 14, 2011

"Plagues Here, Plagues There, 2011",

Plagues Here. Plagues There, 2011"

(c) April 13, 2011

by Evelyn Hayes,

Author of the Plague Series because their hearts were softened to accept the unacceptable


It is just 10 years since terror went through the 101st floor

and knocked the Twin Towers down like a deck of cards;

yet, the hearts of the world are softened again

for more and more and more...

Why such liberalism?


Blood is plague one for Jews, Coptics, Africans, Buddhists, Hindus

even Arabs as the armada is spread by Haman'jihad of Iran

the one in this generation who would destroy His world,

your world, their worlds because of softness,

loftiness that only some have purple blood and red gets dead ...


Frogs are plague two as firemen and service me and bankers and bakers and

media men leap to the demands

of those demanding Our World disordered.


Vermin are plague three and the flotillas are just barging along

delivering weapons for massive destructions

by air, land, sea and tunnels

flying, marchin, sailing and crawling,

drugged to the tune of a tsunami of oil gougers in league with the lawless.

Beep your horn louder; Staying still costs!


Pestilence are plague four, and there's not just germ warfare;

it's nuclear threats and thrashes and earthshakes

and some skins do not even cringe as Durban is re-happening.

Yes, that same Durban dashed to ashes on 9/11.


Boils are the bursts from embroilments and deaths so soon forgotten

causing more deaths in a slow war spreading fast

with revolutions in Egypt and Libya, and, and, and...


Hail are the missiles growing in sizes and capacities;

long range, short range, surface to air, ground to grind-


that are raining by the hundreds of hundreds

on Sderot, Ashkelon, Ashdod, even Beersheva and threatening Tel Aviv

that even crashed a Seder in Yad Mordechai and Netanya, too - remember?


Locusts are feeding off the news that that victims are victimizing

as UNESCO calls Ima Rachel's tomb a mosque.

With a name change here like a name change for the People of the Book,

the People of the Land, Jews of Judea,

Mount Zion of the Zionists, Hebron, Joseph's Tomb, David's Tomb.

synagogues, churches, any dhimmi place to be chewed up and dumped,

turnspeaked to give a voice to evil and upheaval.


The disease is a Big Hate with a Big Lie and a Great Darkness

when far sight isn't foresight

like remembering the Holocaust and not connecting the dots:

Haj al Husseini of the 1929 massacres... Hitler and the breaking of glass, gassing and burning and mass graving...Haman'jihad, Havez...hell...

Gassed babies slid down the shoots for their mothers to bury,

decapitated babies, shot in car seats and as fetuses in their mother's wombs.

Remember the Egyptians who emured babies by cementing them into pyramids,

the Mohammedans who chopped to pieces Asma bas Marwan of Medina

while she in her tent was nursing her baby.


When blindness is a disconnection of visions and decisions

as the first civillized nation of Israel lets Hashem be taken out of Abraham

and lets Ibraim rant and rave and enslave all the peoples

for petro-cost and immobility and toil and terror.


As they attack the firstborn, Israel, the good ideologies...

As the blossoms are reborn in spring:

Revival is a sign of survival.

So it's time to shout for the acceptable, the gifts of Hashem

and split the ravages of travesties, eliminate tragedies,

choose the rod of the Creator

and whack off the head of the snake that beheads babies, misleaders and fools

and follow the path of our Forefathers

and treasure what they found.


The routes of the past are the roots of the future.


It's time to say yes to Jerusalem, Hebron, Beis Lechem, Itamar, Shiloh, Gamla and Susiya.

It's time to say yes, and choose the ways of G-d,

here, there, everywhere.

His lease is a lasso for unity and community,

multiplication of justification for The Just.

His lease is a testimony for triump, life and liberty with Truth and Torah.

His lease is His will, an eternal birthright for those with mezuzzahs on their doorposts.

This year for Hashem, Jerusalem, Israel






Sunday, March 7, 2010

A Purim Shpiel against Stealing
by Evelyn Hayes
February 24, 2010

Today there is a very wicked wicked man
who wears a suit and tie
and Abbas is his name, true?
He would unsettle all the Jews
from Old Yaffa to Older Beis Lechem, even Avraham’s Hebron purchased for 1.000.000 shekels,
but they are not to blame, true?.
He says without shame Jewish holy sites are Mohammedan
and Jews should not be accommodated
twisting ancient with a kafiah of denial,
forgetting that Mohammedism stole Medina, too.
(Did you know that?).
His lies are bigger than Arafat's who
was imprisoned in his Mukatta for his
actions in Ramallah and Jenin
and the suicide jihad checks from Saddam to the PA.
His lies are more global than Hitler's
and more unworthy than Haman's and Hamas.
Yes, Arafat gone Abbas is more wicked
but the "Jews" who jihad with Arafacists
to outcast Jews from Judea
forget Jew-dea even when they are not drunk
and even when desert Arabia is raiding with its oily petro euros
and Iran, not the real Persia, threatens nukes.
.
Oh, vey, with modified memory
some remember what isn't
while some forget what wasn't.
Oh, today, as we remember Esther
and queen our girls
and remember Mordechai and crown our boys
and whirl through all our realities in costume
with the dignity of Samuel who warned Shaul,
and the vision of David who conquered Goliath
and Solomon who gained the world's respect.
Truth is fiction as well as reality.
.
Bless all the Benyamins who bless Mother Rachel , Matriarch of all the Jews,
because without her there would be no Jewish nation
and an Esther heritage until today.
Curse all the Hamans from Amalek to Haj al Husseini, Hitler, Arafat, Abbas, Ajhamanjihad,
all al Qaida, Hizballah, Hamas, pan-Jihad.
as they would unsettle all the Jews
and call unsettlement peace,
As in Esther's time, remember, it's not just the Jews;
it's the kings, the nations, the religions, the world that is their pan jihad.

Oh today, we are oh, so wonderfully wicked,
noshing Hamantashen – chewing chocolate, feasting on seudas
denying Hamas and Hisballah
who spew hate and rave and war as if they are settled and meriting to have everything Jewish
except the Torah, truth, morality and humane kindness.
Oh, as unholy would dhimmi holy, another booboo-meister,
and as the United Nations, the universities, intellectuals, newsmen, Europeans ignore themselves
as victims and the millions killed from Afghanistan to Pakistan, Sudan and Iran,
bless that the hamentashen has no holes like bagels
because Norwegian lox and salmon can no longer be on the Jewish shopping list in a divestment boomerang.

Just say yes to whatever they say yes to because first in is in and the last to call
to steal Jewish settlements unsettles.
And furthermore, alphabetically as well as chronologically, Jew comes before Jihad -
and, the lesson is don't reel from the steal,
keep the Purim shpiel and confuse the confused.
Persia came before Philistines, the now dead race, also known as Palestinians.

Zachor: the truth is compromise favors evil in disguise
and the wise must dare fight hate, the ruthless, wrath and tell the truth.

Zachor, the megillah and tehillim with love of Hashem and our fellow Jews and all good men will bring redemption now.




Hooray, A Purim shpiel against kneeling to big lies and false idols 5770/2010.
by Evelyn Hayes, Author of The Plague Series because Jewish hearts were softened to accept the unacceptable.

Hooray, It's Anti-Apartheid Week and 10,000 tons of Israeli apples are being transported into Syria daily. The apples are going one way and the missiles are pointing the other way. Will Syria's Hizballah really target the loyal Druze of Israel? Will Iran's nukes really target the Old City of Jerusalem or Yaffa where Arab friends and foes of Israel mix with the pro-Israel descendants of the Nashahibis replaced to appease a terrorist , the anti-Semitic Husseinis during the British Mandate managing the Balfour Declaration for the Jewish State in Palestine, a break off of the Ottoman Empire, all occupants of Israel, many on the welfare lines on Agron Street where Haj al Husseini let his Jewish architects build him a castle even though it was on, shhuss, an Arab cemetery. Non-Apartheid Israel is such a conglomeration of twisted history and reality and populations, races. religions so that the only apartheid is in the mouths and the minds of the confused or those who would delude. It is not even in the foreign gangs shouting in English to the Jews speaking ancient Hebrew in Jerusalem, "Go home" when they are in fact in their Jewish homeland.
In reality, Israel is so un-apartheid from the Arab doctors treating Jewish patients to 90% percent Arabs being treated in Alyn hospital in Jerusalem. How many fancy scarved Arab women in Western pants pass the wigged Jewish ladies on Jaffa Road? It is obvious there are many more Arabs in Israel, within and without the green line of Jewish productivity, than there are Jews in so much larger Saudi Arabia, Syria and Jordan all together. By the way, what has happened to the Coptics in Egypt? I think it's Apartheid II since the next victims of hate are not the Jews who were expelled but the Christians who will have to flee the burning of their churches and themselves in the Middle East. Yes, jihad shot at Coptic Egyptians in apartheid, Jew-rid Egypt while the innocent church goers were celebrating Coptic Christmas in January.
Hooray, the Jews in the Golan are trading with the Syrians, sending apples, while the Iranians are threatening to wipe the Zionists - those who believe in Hashem and Torah Law off the face of the earth and are also threatening to freeze Europe, those dhimmis.too, who unashamedly demand the freezing of Jewish settlements like snowed under Washington DC. I would suggest a dhimmi is someone who is a victim of apartheid and I ask, what of the Christians in Lebanon or is there still this Riviera of the Middle East or is it suffering from those who impose apartheid against the Christians with blue bands at the time of Mohammed and arm against the Jews who wore yellow armbands at the time of Mohammed?
Perhaps I am in the spirit of Purim when truth and lies as well as good and evil get confused and I dare share my clarity for the clouded.
Perhaps, I am in shock by the report on Page 9 of the Wall Street Journal on March 1, that investigative journal which is expounding on the Big Lie that Israel is not Israel and that the burial place bought for the four holy couples four thousand years ago is not a Jewish heritage site even though Avraham, Yitzchak and Yaakov are buried in the Cave of the Patriarchs and Matriarchs in Hebron as well as Sarah, Rivka and Leah. Remember, Hebron was bought by the Jew Abraham for his Jewish descendants as recorded in the Old Testament for 1,000,000 shekels four thousand years ago while New York was bought for $24 dollars of trinkets some four hundred years ago.
Zachor, remember, the handshake on the Whitehouse Lawn, September 28, 1995. Prime Minister Yitzchak Rabin refused to sign Oslo II until the Amendment to recognize 29 Jewish holy sites was included. This document was co-signed by President Bill Clinton.and PA Chairman Yasser Arafat the Egyptian born Palestinian. Hebron, Rachel's Tomb in Beis Lechem also known as Bethlehem, Joseph's Tomb in Schem, Shalom Synagogue in Jericho were to be always under Jewish control. How now is the world, the United Nations, the State Department, the Wall Street Journal shocked that these holy Jewish sites, though omitted from the original heritage list, were reconsidered by the good Jews doing for others what they would do for themselves while forgetting to do for themselves what they would do for others.
Hooray, the Purim story is still in the making. As the world sacrifices itself for the Bigger Lies of Abu Mazan alias Mahmoud Abbas aka Holocaust Denier, the truth is the world would be sacrificing itself, the Old Testament, the New Testament, the Christians, the Hindus, the Buddhists as well as the Wall Street Journal. Remember Dan Pearl, the Jewish American. If the Iranian Haman, whose people would like to revolt even at the cost of their lives. is threatening Europe as well as Israel, isn't it this the same story or megillah as Haman wanting to kill all the Jews and dethrone the Persian king.
The Jew is the scapegoat, the world is the target.
The failure to report the truth and that Jewish holy sites are a Jewish heritage is a failure to protect all the foundations of civilization. Accepting a Big Lie against the oldest nation is accepting the dhimmification of all the nations. As communism expounds a nation like all other nations which in effect is one nation state, remember, it is Judaism that is profound in its fundamentals of creation of all the nations and that Torah law is the basis for civilization, good, life, morality, peace, freedom and individuality. As jihad fundamentalists attack India and Sudan, Lebanon and western cities, destruction is their manifesto and death to the dhimmis and their own brothers and sisters. If you are stoned, you would know this and not follow the path of stoners, bombers, murderers.
Hooray, as the Wall Street Journal reports hear-say, the truth is nearer because the denial of the basics of Judaism is such a crash marketing all civilizations. Remember, it was Yaakov's son Joseph buried in Schem which they call Nablus, who saved Egypt from famine. Remember, it is his wife Rachel, Joseph's mother, buried in Beis Lechem, the house of bread, yes, Jewish challah, family, motherhood and love who represents the Jewish stature of liberty, life, legacy who welcomes her Jewish children home from all the diasporas and genociders. Mother Rachel was buried on the way, in Israel, to be in the way, to show the way, love not hate, truth not friction.
Hooray, if you are reading this article in The Wall Street Journal or Washington Post, you are getting the truth about love in Israel. Such acceptance of others, self sacrifice is a light for nations. Without light the shadows of jihad apartheid will crash into war because teaching hate, killing civilians, women and children, in churches and Mumbai is a weapon to disinherit abusing the weak, frightening the frightened, that brings tears but will fail as all tyrannies have. The Old Testament presents creation and good, laws for order.
Let there be light, truth and longevity, not a new world disorder.